Sunday, July 10, 2005

the sweet taste of defeat

assalamualaikum sume...by now sume orang rasenye dah tau where im goin after this... just wanna share with all of you the lessons i've learnt from this experince. firstly, langit tak selalunya cerah. when i look back, i can say im lucky to be where i am now. tabika, upsr, pmr and spm...alhamdulillah i made it through. then came my pre-u results which is very dissappointing. but then, i asked myself...do i deserve this?well, i think i do... i guess... during primary and secondary years, there were always teachers who keep track on me. but during my pre-u period, i got carried away. slightly... i mean, i was a bit complesent and do things last minute. i studied well but not as hard as i use to. a few months before the IB exam... i was still struggling with the same subjects i learnt for spm. pathetic betul...a month to go.. the situation is much the same..but then because nervous sangat...lagi susah nak masuk otak. then the results were out. 34... okla. not so bad. but i could do better...i know i could. but then salah sendiri. kene la denda a year kat miri before joining my friends in australia,insyaAllah.

friends....
some are very supportive. but some...just kept quiet until now. ceh... now i can say which freinds i can rely on and who should i treat just as someone i know, but not share stories, hardship..bla...bla...those kind of friends only take advantage of people

family...
thanks for ur support!!!

advise to all...especially the young ones. Our life is our own responsibity! we shape it, we mould it the way we want. but dont give up if luck isnt on our side... take it +vely..maybe Allah have a better plane for us..and the main thing...jgn lupe tanggungjawab...kat Islam, our parents, family, society, and country.. wokeh..gtg... chios

2 comments:

Pa Alisya said...

...lessons in life...
life as we see it is not just about breathing the air around us; nor is it about eating and sleeping. There is more to life than we can ever imagine. We all have to face the struggle to make it to some destination we have chosen. Along the way we face all kinds of obstacle. We can look at these obstacles as stepping stones to bring us closer to our destination. And at the end of the road...there is this taste of sweet success. All we need to do is NEVER GIVE UP!
Bang Long...I have no doubt in your potential and capabilities. Just stay focus and nothing can come in your way of tasting that sweet success...Good Luck and God Bless You.

Tertipu lagi... said...

MasyaAllah... i didn't know that u posted this. Yeah, i can say it was one of the lowest point in my life. and alhamdulillah, berkat doa semua orang, i made it here, but not in Australia but UK. the place where i wanted to go since hurm... form 4!! It's a winding and bumpy road ahead of me but all i can say now is 'jalan terus' whatever it takes!